Bipolar awareness

Obviously haven't been on here in awhile. I have wondered what my life is meant to be. This morning I figured it out. (I think).

I raise a drug affected child with severe ADHD and bipolar. My life is to revolve around him. And I want to make people aware of bipolar disorder and remove the stigma about it. Bipolar children can be your best friend and than be your worst enemy all in 5 minutes as their bodies grow the medication wears off. I want to make sure that his life is wonderful full of happiness And help him accomplish his dreams in life.

In this day in age they have breast cancer awareness, autism awareness and many more. Why isn't bipolar awareness publicized such as the others? Today I will make calls emails and what ever else I have to do to make this world aware.

Welcome to my revolution

How do you tell some one their crotch stinks?

A while a go I was so excited about my new job, and getting my CADC I, but the only thing that is different is that I have to observe UA's yes that means watch women pee.... unfortunately some of these women don't understand what hygiene is all about, it is gross nasty and if I were a man I wouldn't want to touch it with a 10 foot pole let lone my penis., I have never in my life smelled something so rotten... I have heard of people with rotten crotch but OM goodness. after some of the women expose themselves in such a manner that most people don't want to be exposed to (MY EYES AND NOSE MY EYES AND NOSE) <<<<<<< class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">BFF to help me if a kid throws up. After when they are done you have to leave the bathroom door open due to the smell and on top of it the heater is on.. which intensifies the smell even more.
Some of these women live in a motor home and don't have a shower but HELLO! there are these things called Bathrooms hell go to the darn Chevron if you have to....
BUT WASH THAT CROTCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Do you think it is inappropriate to have a bottle of summers eve feminine wash on the counter and tell them that they have to use that after each UA? or is that just not professional..
So to all you CADC's out there and OB/GYN's I am sorry for the rotten crotch.

So Long Macy's and JCPennys

ahh I have to say good bye to my favorite stores.. I have had a long run with you both, you have made me feel pretty at times when I didn't and I learned how to be a bargain shopper. But along with my other addictions it is time to say farewell,
It will be good to not be working in Eugene, do to every time I had lunch or on a Friday I would shop shop shop. I even tried to wear uncomfortable shoes so that my feet would scream at me when I entered the mall but no, no such luck I would just go buy a pair of flip flops that matched my outfit and be on my merry way. What is it about shopping? It is that instant gratification of pleasure. ummmm a nice new pair of jeans that you bought that were a size 12 because it was a wonderful price you just can't pass up $9.99 Calvin Klein's can you? even when your a size 16 BUT hey you MIGHT fit into them one day. "And nothing gets in between me and my Calvin's"

Or what about the 60% off rack? how much better can it be when you buy something and you have a coupon and the store has to give you credit? Yes it has happened.

But something has gotten between me and my Calvin's the creditors. when things get tough looking good is not going to get the creditors off your back. You can't show them threw the phone that you finally fit into those size 12's (by laying on the bed and never washing them) They don't give a hoot.

So this is the final chapter of this shopaholics addiction,

Good bye and I will miss you

The only follower

So today's enty is just fo my only follower! she knows who she is and she is interesting. last night while I was over at her home having my evening dinner (she fabu) I was looking at this book about bodies and sex for children and why their bodies change she seemed to have a great laugh at looking at my face when I opened a page to NAKED people and what they look like from a little person to an old person. I was carring on a conversation and suddenly looked down and saw. and to my amazement I saw this old lady and unbenounce to me that is what I look like with out clothes on at the age of 29 (36) I couldn't believe that I have hit pubety already. I thought that I had a few more years. so to the greatest friend in the world I hope you had a great day and a good laugh last night!

The Ex-Girlfriend Club

OK so my new job is not that exciting in fact I love it because so far so good on the drama thing. which means I have a lot of time on my hands..
So what is a person to do with idle hands duh search the Internet for ex-girlfriends. as I am doodling along surfing I come across this ex-girlfriend of my husband I have heard some stories about her and would love to contact her..
I being myself am insecure about my body I mean come on who else is the same size they were when they got clean? ( & if you do go to hell) so back to the in security I have been feeling a little UN-Californian lately which means I am not toned and sleek. ( I sound like a car) I do have curves though. (watch out Marilyn Monroe oops she dead)
The ex-girlfriends I have meet one of them many times about 7 years ago when I first met Mike. and well she is sooooooooooo tiny if the wind blew she would be gone (woooooooosh the wind blowing) and then the other one. 6'2" use to be a Blondie bombshell ha ha ha not today she is way to skinny and looks like she has been around the block and put a way DRY!!!!!!!!!

If I had it my way I would post their pictures next to mine. Mike finally got married and it's NOT YOU!!!!!!!!!

From the MRS. MIKE ANDERSON

High School so called friends

So I started this facebook thing and what I have noticed is their are a lot of people from school. as I look to see who they are it dawns on me that most of them made fun of me. There is this one guy who use to call me spaghetti sauce head, and other rude comments. I spent a lot of my time running home from school and crying when I got there. so here is the question why do they want to be friends now? is it so they still look popular? or is it because I am not this freakish awkward redhead anymore?

There is another thing that goes around and around in my pretty little head and that is the fact that I try and keep up with the Anderson's (ha ha) I go to California every month and I am a little overweight and not all that perfect. But I came to the understanding lately (while looking at the old "friends" pictures) that I am not that bad. in fact I am pretty good looking for a freakish red head. I don't need to be rail thin and I don't need to be tan or a blond. I am just me and that is all their is to it. I have friends today that don't make fun of me and who are not superficial.

So to all you out there who made fun of me and had a good laugh. Well folks the laugh is on you!

LOOK AT ME NOW ANTIOCH HIGH SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!

Ka-Ching!

1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, Winamp, etc on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put the artist after a dash following the song name.
5. Put any comments in brackets.
6. Tag some lucky people to spread the disease.

How would you describe yourself?
18 Days - Saving Abel

How do you feel today?
Save a Horse, Ride a Cowboy - Big & Rich (I like things BIG & RICH)

What is your life’s purpose?
Slit My Wrist - Buck Cherry

What is your motto?
Drowning Face Down - Saving Abel

What do you think about very often?
Lost Without You - Robin Thicke

What is your life story?
Revolving Door - Crazy Town

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Party for Two - Shania Twain

What will you dance to at your wedding?
I'm a Bitch - Meredith Brooks

What will they play at your funeral?
New Tattoo - Saving Abel

What is your hobby/interest?
Gravity - John Mayer (I am trying to keep THEM up)

If you could do anything right now, what would it be?
Be Without You - Mary J. Blige

What do you want most of all?
Sexyback - Justin Timberlake (Mikey lives California)

What is your greatest fear?
I Remember - Keisha Cole

What is your darkest secret?
Daughters - John Mayer

What is your favorite thing in the world?
California Love - Tupac & Dr. Dre

If you could have one wish, what would you wish for?
Break Stuff - Limp Bizkit

What is your theme song?
Body is a Wonderland - John Mayer

The next time you hear this song (aside from now, that is), you must dance.
Suspicion - Tim McGraw

What will you post this as?
Ka-Ching! - Shania Twain